Friday, April 30, 2010

Suffer


There is untold story....
Fine, i admit it. I think of u every second of every day.
~ (g_g) ~
If i reach your hand, will you hold it?
If i hold out my arms, will you hug me?
If i go for your lips, will you kiss me?
If i capture your heart, will you love me?

There are so many things running in myhead...
Its all about you...
I always use to close my eyes...
Always reach what the most i want...
But after i knew you, it always be you in my dream.
Seriously, i used thinking about you every day..
I cant handle it...I really miss you...
Dont know what should i do...
On My God, please guide me...
Im suffering by loving you...

I love u. If i had forever, I could never begin to tell u how much...

Patah Sayap

Terbang tinggi si angsa tasik
Melalui belukar sena berduri
Jauh-jauh buang pandangan
Serba-serbi tak kena
Pandang-pandang selayang pandang
Mencari tasbih cinta berguguran
Menuntut harapan & pengorbanan
Leka dibuai ulit mimpi
Terlepas satu impian
Terbang lagi tinggi-tinggi
Sampai jumpa si merak kayangan
Nah kebahagiaan, nah penderitaan
Dua-dua menjadi pilihan
Warnailah kehidupan
Jangan sampai melukai insan lain
Biarpun bunga tak mekar
Biarpun pelangi hanya sementara
Biarpun sayap ini patah
Tidak akan berhenti perjalanan ini
Terus terbang mencari bayangan

Monday, April 19, 2010

I AM


♥♥ Please open your heart ♥♥

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word




(Sorry seems to be the hardest word)

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to make you care?


What do I do when lightning strikes me?

And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to go to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad

It's a sad, sad situation.

And it's getting more and more absurd.

It's sad, so sad

Why can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me

That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad

It's a sad, sad situation.

And it's getting more and more absurd.

It's sad, so sad

Why can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me

That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

What have I got to do?What have I got to do?

When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

DEBUT : PERJUANGAN INI

~ My God, amazing how we got this far ~
Walau masih belum jelas perjuangan ini
ku tetap mencari
Tidak akan berhenti
sehingga diri ini merasai kepuasannya
Dalam erti pencarian ini...
Ku dapati terlalu banyak perkara yg diluar jangkaan...
Bila mana kita cuba bertahan
Di situlah cabaran memainkan peranannya...
Tanpa disedari, diri ini telah jauh berlari
Dengan harapan boleh meninggalkan
Kesengsaraan, ketakutan jauh di belakang...
Apakah kesudahan perjuangan ini..?
Diri ini juga tidak pasti
Mengapa kepercayaan yg sedia ada
sangat mudah tercalar..?
Mungkin kerana hati ini
Tidak sanggup lagi menanggung
Pengkhianatan ini...
Menyukai seseorang
Mencari apa yg kita mahu dlm hidup ini
Kegagalan pd percubaan pertama
Mencabar kebolehan diri
Semua ini haruslah ada
Supaya hidup ini bermakna pada akhirnya...
Ketahuilah, bahawasanya..
Dunia ini bulat, roda juga berputar
Kadangkala kita di atas
dan adakalanya kita di bawah...
Dan keadilan dunia ini...
Menunjukkan keadilan Penciptanya...
Apa yg terjadi hari ini pd diri kita
adalah rentetan drpd perkara yg lepas...
Bagaimana kita mengkhianati kepercayaan seseorang
Seperti itu jugalah kita akan dikhianati...
Belajarlah untuk menghargai
bukan kerana harganya, tapi pada nilainya...
Bagaimana boleh menyinta..?
Andainya perasaan suka juga menjadi satu kesalahan
Ini baru permulaan, diri ini belum jauh ke dalam hatimu...
Seandainya kita diberi pilihan sekali lagi..
Pastinya diri ini memilih
untuk meninggalkan dunia ini...
Kehilangan
adalah punca manusia lebih menghargai...
Tapi kelekaan
adalah punca manusia gagal berkali-kali...

Friday, April 9, 2010

The Truth You'll Never Know


When all i ever wanted
was a shoulder where i could cry...
I could never depend on this guy
I always used to cry and ask myself why?
until i realized that you were just a lie
I know you might think im crazy
You might say i have an obsession
But truely ~ i want you back thats my confession
A heart was broken and you know it's true
For i let myself fall in love with you
There was something between you and i
I cant believe what you did
You left me, my heart, my world, made me cry
The truth i'll never tell you ~ i'll just hide
My feelings will be hidden ~ buried inside
The truth i'll never tell you
Nor will i let you go...

♥♥ With Love U.N. ♥♥

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Just Me and The Rainbow

As much as i loved the life we had and all the times we played...
I was so very tired and knew my time on earth would fade...
It always you...i found...
No matter how hard i try to run...
It still you...who always come into my dream...
Why we are too far away to touch..?
Can you hold for a second..?
I wanna feel this miracle that belong to me...
and i dont know why & what we are fighting for..
Could we stop hurting each other..?
Because im sick of this...
and i believe, you also feel the same thing...
Well, it is just a rainbow..?
That come and go..over and over again...
So, what should i stay for..?
I wanna be your sun...
Because of the sun, rainbow continue living...
Because of the sun, we knew each other...
Can i ask a hope from you...?
Would you stay by my side forever..?
Can you give a bit from your heart..?
So, you wont hurt me anymOre...
For all this moment...
I wont stop breathing...
But i wanna stop this moment...
Until i found a new one...
But in a meantime..I hope it was you again...
When the right time is coming...
It will be the rainbow forever, and the sun at the other side...